Monday, October 31, 2022

1988



I was wondering why the album Hysteria brought back such sweet memories to me.

10th of June 1988 (my 10th wedding anniversary) 

I "LIBERATED" myself from the grip of the cult I had been in since oct 12, 1976.

Threw my things in one bag in the back of the company pickup truck, left to a hotel with my last paycheck and muster the courage to go back to my house 2 days later.

The house was totally empty,
They left me one couch to sleep on,
one fork, one knife, one spoon.

Gave my 2weeks notice at work (in Toronto) and rented a tv to save my sanity in this long 2 weeks in this lonely house.
I didn't know where my kids were or my wife or anybody. I was completely OSTRACISED as it was the norm in any cult.

So went back to Montreal, pleaded my case with unemployment insurance and got spared from the 6 weeks penalty for quitting your job.
Got my cheques coming in two weeks and tried to recover from the stunning trauma.

Bought myself a sofa bed a tv and settle in the hottest apartment ever.  Went to bed at daybreak when exhausted. Went shopping at the depanneur across the street late in the afternoon early in the evening rarely saw the light of day.

Didn't see my kids for 9 months in fact first time I saw them was on TV.

After a few months of that again in order to save my sanity I went to work for my old boss, the locksmith I had left in a hurry 1o years back when we fled to Manitoba via Tennessee.

Not for the money as I was not making much more than on UI but just to get back to some sort of normal life.

But I can say that MTV or Musique Plus as we called it has saved my life, It was the days when Pour Some Sugar on Me won every video battle every week and I spent hours and hours watching Evening at the Improv Comedy on A & E.

So here is that bit of memory log all coming back to me now.

Them were the days.

Friday, October 7, 2022

HERD IT THROUGH THE GRAPEVINE


 

Some woke archaeologist is trying to warn us that we are being herded.


Well as an archaeologist he should KNOW that we have always ALWAYS been herded.

We are the sheep, the sheeple, herd/mob mentality IS in our DNA.

Every time one is conscripted or drafted one is herded.

We are HERDED every single day by everything that surrounds us: parents, society, school, media and now ALGORITHMS.

In one of my old blogs I was quoting Oscar Wilde:

“Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else’s opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation" - 

What part of 'us' is "us' is one of those sempiternal questions:
Free Will and What Not, Nature vs Nurture etc etc


And then there are those illuminated who THINK they are not herded, they are not the sheeple, they are holier-than-thou, wiser-than-thou, woke, illuminated smart asses of the world who have just fallen in their own little herd.

Some sort of self-righteous cult among all the other self-righteous cults.

WE for sure have fences and boundaries and so many CHAINS we CANNOT see.

As S & G said again:

A man gets tied up to the ground He gives the world its saddest sound Its saddest sound


We are tied by socio-economic chains, geographical chains (closely related to religious chains as well) educational chains


For instance it is nearly impossible nowadays to get the classical education one had in the past with extensive knowledge of past Greek and Latin writers. It is nearly impossible even now to get a university education that is not TAINTED by a billion political agendas and this joke only leads most students CHAINED to enormous debts to repay where they are going to HAVE to resort to slaving away and sell out somewhere to another form of slavery.


So much for free will and free thinking,


PLUS PLUS PLUS nowadays we are completely inundated in this Huxleyan Algorithm which drives most of us insane on the borderline of ADHD. It always reminds me of one of Ani DiFranco's Song:

In a coffee shop in a city
Which is every coffee shop
In every city
On a day which is every day
I picked up a magazine
Which is every magazine
Read a story then I forgot it right away

And they say goldfish have no memory
I guess their lives are much like mine
And the little plastic castle
Is a surprise every time
And it's hard to say if they're happy
But they don't seem much to mind
(Yee-haw)

WE ARE A HERD. A herd that rapes and pillages in every war.

A herd that foams at the mouth and gets outraged and stones and lynches at the smallest occasion when our self-righteousness and our hypocritical man-made morality are "offended" A herd that cannot think, that doesn't have the capacity to get beyond war and destruction or even the wisdom to get above self-destruction 8 billion of engineeringly defective beings not as far above the other animals as we think. And to think we are not a herd or just realised we are herded well it is to think that the shadows in the cave are real.

We have been herded in myths for thousands of years and WE STILL ARE.

To think there is such a thing as a HOLY WAR is just HERD mentality to begin with.

To think we are the good guys is herd mentality. To think Us vs Them is herd mentality.


O well I could go on and on and let's not forget that I am part of the herd too. It is funny how we are quick to call others stupid when we are not too high on the intelligence scale ourselves. Maybe in the end we are all lost souls swinging in a fish bowl YEAR after YEAR. So maybe we are not a HERD, Just a Shoal or a School or a WhatNot of Fishes


Funny how in the old days your herd was always the best and your god was always the strongest the good old my daddy is stronger than your daddy After all the original Hebrew God was called Yahweh Sabaoth: The Lord of Hosts The Lord of the Armies And then when you got your ass whipped you had to find some poor excuse why Daddy let you down So to conclude We are HERDED from Day One and constantly after that Day after Day oh we may transfer herd here and then but A HERD IS A HERD IS A HERD