Dominion Dominate

As the owner of a beloved pet rabbit and also as a man getting older by the minute, I am becoming more and more sensitive to cruelty to animals in a strange way.

I watched a very traumatic French film last night and I was a bit horrified at the “cold-heartedness” of the reputable film maker Robert Bresson.  The film was Au hazard Balthazar and I hear its so-called sister film Mouchette is even crueler to animals having won an 8^th place in IMDB’s list.

I am far from being a PETA or vegan freak but I do not see the necessity of cruelty for the sake of art.  The very strange reactions in the comments do not surprise me much as there are plenty of idiots out there and many do not seem to know the difference between acting and real.

Another film I had found quite traumatic as well was Renoir’s La règle du jeu.

French in the 30’s and in the 60’s did not seem to mind showing it.  They are not guiltier than their Russian, Spanish, Chinese or even American counterpart but from what I hear it is hard for one to be a vegetarian tourist in Paris and the techniques of producing foie gras have always been quite controversial.  

Add to this an existentialist approach and maybe some  Dostoyevsky/Dostoïevski and who knows?

Even Dexter could show some controlled violence towards animals by removing the offending dog and relocating him in a less offensive place. J

So now I am not quite sure if I want to continue my exploration of Bresson and watch this ‘sister-film’.  I probably will knowing me even though I am getting more and more soft core every day now. Curiosity might win on this one but I am not pushing the envelope anymore. 

Life is all we have and every breath counts and is precious.  

In a strange dichotomous paradox I will still eat my chicken/lamb/pork/beef every day though but I carry flies and spiders live outside, well sometimes anyway not all the time J I did put rabbits out of my menu though. J

The attitude though is still ongoing from what I hear not only in B movies like Cannibal Holocaust but in ‘reputable’ filmmakers like Lars Von Trier and a scene to cruel to survive the editing floor in Manderlay from what I hear.

At least we know that the horrifying scenes of Antichrist were NOT real. I still have those deeply encrusted in my mind now therefore my reason for getting more and more soft core; some things just cannot be unseen.

Tripping horses and cockfighting and bullfighting will go on for quite some time I am afraid showing us the absolute ‘superiority’ of man over the animal kingdom given to him by god himself.  Read highly sarcastic tone here.

I don’t quite see the correlation though between smug existentialism and cruelty to animals.

O well here is my piece on film criticism, a commentary I will not attach to the IMDB long debate but some notes I needed to clarify in my head and what better way than writing them down now.

P.S. After having seen Mouchette, right on the top of my head I would put Au hasard Balthazar and La règle du jeu above 8 in the list of cruelties from my POV and talking only of what I have seen personally.

Barbers do not exist

'You know what? Barbers do not exist.'    

Dear Concerned Student:

I am not allowed in schools.

Sincerely,

God

The sound and the fury, the madness 

of a compartmentalised mind, 

so limited in its perception,

so blind to its own limitations.

What does it take to see, to hear, to Know?

The so petty arguments for such a petty moronic powerless impotent little god of their little minds.

What will it take?

A cheap god who pouts and crosses his all-powerful arms in a corner unable to act and do one of his very few miracles, a bit of a Scrooge with his miracles in fact, healed some sick raised some dead blah blah blah, changed some water into wine.

Why pick and choose? Why not heal ALL the sick raise ALL the dead and have wine at the tap now? 

What about the poor fuckers that DID NOT get healed? 

What about the poor mothers that DID NOT get their sons back? 

Free will and all that bullshit I am omni-everything  but totally impotent to change most things because of what? 

BECAUSE of a stupid puny capricious moronic ape that I created apparently who just won’t let me BOO HOO HOO.

Otherwise I’d be breaking his free will, free will he never had to begin with.

He did not choose when to be born and where and in what kind of family and he cannot choose to get out of this pattern he was thrown into and I don’t even give him the free will to end it all when it becomes too stupid or painful, after all Life is MY gift (apparently) and he does not have the right to take it away.  Not mentioning that he does not have the right to stop it from happening either.

 Free will my ass.

I cannot help the kids being murdered, maimed and butchered in school because they kicked me out of school?

FOR FUCK SAKE what kind of a puny impotent whining god is that now?

I can’t help them because I don’t exist and I CBF by the 7 billion of procreating monkeys that are overpopulating a little dot in one huge universe, one of many.

Man’s gods are so much like man it is a wonder no one ever clued up. 

Puny petty 12 year old pouting and fighting.

All the mythologies are about war, incest, drunkenness and petty fights and we see this as the absolute top of holiness: how blind can we be?

12 holy sons/tribes born of 2 wives 2 mistresses conniving and lying and these are the crème de la crème of humanity.  Not talking about the sexual prowess of Zeus or Krishna now.

Cheap tales made by cavemen.

The religion of billions based on wild tales many of them told by a guy who fell off his horse and OBVIOUSLY severely damaged his temporal lobe.  

Would he be around today no one would give him the time of day.

And the only reason we have a “young” earth is because we have a “young” WRITTEN history. DUH!

No writing = no old wives tales to carry on.

Six thousand years of writing has not made us any smarter now and six million more years won’t help us either.

The hubris and pride of it all is mind-boggling for those of us who still have a mind.

The “CHOSEN” people is the beginning of hell and blood and murder wherever one might be.  Once you are CHOSEN you are better than the rest of the dirt that doesn't deserve to live and should be eliminated by your special god but since he doesn't exist and is impotent, 

“WE” have to do his dirty work always and KILL, KILL, KILL.

Down with the infidel, he is not one of US.

WE are so much better than him, the goyim, the infidel, the trashy dog.

And then the reverse also happens because we all know what happens to the smart ass who thinks he is better than all of us: we call it here the Tall Poppy Syndrome.

Not forgetting also that KILL, KILL, KILL also makes you many enemies with long memories.

What a stupid self-righteous hysterical mob we are.

There will not be a day on this planet when someone is big enough to imagine a bloodless god, a magnanimous ethereal being of pure love and knowledge and peace and joy and wisdom above all human capacity.  

A god that doesn't fuck left right and centre, commits incest or encourages it anyway, orders to kill and is so petty and explosive

… a consuming fire

… a consuming fire DOES NOT love, 

it destroys everything on its path with no mercy or compassion or knowledge or even consciousness.

A god that is much concerned with words like BLOOD and SACRIFICES and SACRED and HOLY, all words of pain and contentions, of pride, hubris and arrogance.

Show me such an ethereal perfect being or show me nothing.

And nothing is what we will all get. 

Once you’re gone, you’re gone. 

And all the delusions, dreaming, wishing, and all the religions of the world will not change anything to this immutable fact. 

What does it matter, a dream of love
Or a dream of lies
We're all gonna be in the same place
When we die
Your spirit don't leave knowing
Your face or your name
And the wind through your bones
Is all that remains
And we're all gonna be
We're all gonna be
Just dirt in the ground

the Deuteronome was written by a Deuterostome

the NEED for eliminating subjectivity and treacherous emotions from the human being has created our FICTIONAL Vulcan Mind and Detached Zen and probably a great part of Buddhism too. All wishful thinking considering our apian and incurable heritage.  We are now down to trying to comprehend why some homo sapiens continually refuse to use their frontal and temporal lobes and much prefer to give way to their lizard brains.  What is the use of some of us using our frontal lobes and to what extent will that prevent humanity from going into complete chaos> Even though I would think the latter is just a matter of when rather than if.

7 billion temporal life forms among many other billions and billions of temporal life forms and given the power of time none of this will matter at all in a too near future.

So many have passed already unnoticed and long forgotten if not for the fact that some of them have left descendants, descendants who know nearly nothing at all from their only case to be here for a short time, a long forgotten and ignored antecedent who left his mark on this planet for a short time.

We know nearly nothing at all; the little we know is hardly worth mentioning.
First of all we are very limited in our neocortex according to Mr. Dunbar and his number.

The media keep showing us also that we are at core very parochial and that for a Canadian or an American or anyone it is only the local news that really matter and how "our own" are doing in the Olympics or in any world event.

The greatest scientists in the world barely know their only subject and are totally ignorant of hundreds of other sciences and histories.  We're even highly ignorant of our own history let alone thousands of years of Chinese, French, Egyptian or Greek civilisations with the billions of souls that went through them.  

The very little we know is based on lies, what we call history, the conqueror's report of their grandiose conquests where of course they are always the good people and the millions they butchered, murdered and massacred were obviously wrong AND Evil too.  

Today we are repeatedly reminded over and over of only one massacre and holocaust in the whole of history.  Forget the Amalekites and the Canaanites who did not deserve to live neither did their children or their animals.

Forget the Armenians. Forget all other atrocities. 
We concentrate on certain numbers only, forgetting all the other numbers that ever existed, that still exist today.  Everyone can tell how many died at Pearl Harbour, in Auschwitz, on 911

but who remembers how many died in Hiroshima? Nagasaki? Dryden?

How many Indians and African died in British Imperialism? 

How many aborigines where slaughtered in South America? North America? Australia? Wherever else the white man decided to set his foot upon and “declare” his.

How many died in Iraq? Iran? Afghanistan? China? Russia?  

How many have died today? Children dismembered and charred by a hellfire drone or just starving to death from economic sanctions? How many civilians were charred with Napalm?  How many die every day from the millions of Kalashnikov- brandishing- illiterates all over the world?

Today is the first day of just another year just in our tiny neighbourhood here half a dozen have died already. Many of them I would strongly assume related to alcohol and an already limited brain power. 

Two people/souls
(someone's mother, brother, sister, child, loved one) 

die every single second on this planet and too many from sheer stupidity and utter cruelty and nonchalance from the powers that be, that is when the powers that be are not directly involved in the death of those. 

So what are words to express beliefs and opinions?

Beliefs and opinions in what anyway?

The deadly fruits of politics and religions?

We don’t have the neocortex, or the temporal lobes nor the frontal lobes to know anything good or anything worth knowing.  

We fight like ants and monkeys and pretend to be so much better and superior to them. 

Really?

So opinions and beliefs will go on until the last one of us finally disappears so the saying is right the last opinion will disappear with the last asshole.

After all don’t forget that all the laws of this planet were established by assholes.

Yes the Deuteronome was written by a Deuterostome, 

someone who started as an asshole.

So from one Deuterostome to another

Live long and prosper while you can

Words & Numbers AGAIN!

Two things here somewhat related.

1. My latest jaw dropping amazement at the latest deadly euphemism

2. Expressions and numbers: an old thought renewed by the passage of Sandy and the medias.

So here it is, brace yourselves! :)

DISPOSITION MATRIX

Disposition Matrix

Disposition I say with extreme prejudice

Eupheme is the ultimate blaspheme

Blasphemes are harmless

Euphemes are murderous and criminal

Evil and Dark

This is the ultimate form of calling good evil and calling evil good

Obama's Euphemizing Wordsmiths

"Disposition Matrix" is a six-syllable veil for "Hit List".

President Obama's "weapon of choice" is "The Cowardly Drone".

Sounds like an apt title for the President himself. He can drone on now to eternity.

So far, 3,000 people have been destroyed by American drones.

The final "kill authorization" comes down to one person, the President of the United States.

The previous paragraph has been copied and pasted from somewhere and the numbers may not be accurate but the numbers here are irrelevant, the crime is.

the Bold and Centred stuff is mine all mine though and so is the following, well as mine as it can be if one has read my previous blogs. And the following is mine as well.

It sounds like throwing some garbage down the sink right?
Except the garbage this time is people. 
Soylent Green is People! J

A picture is worth a thousand words they say I wish I was good at caricaturing or making animation videos here.  There is a lot of potential at drawing drones and babies falling down a huge sink with a noisy disposal unit and some green muck coming out at the other end.

Muslim babies or at least their mothers often included in the 'sacrifice' are largely against incineration especially when it is forced on them alive.  But the hit list and the drones have no hearts or beliefs.  They are just designed to send people down the Insinkerator ®

Isa 5:20  Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter!

This meaning reversal seems to be the speciality of politicians and religious leaders somehow. Media being a good servant of  both of course, serving money and we all know what the love of money is the source of.

Now while I am on words and numbers I thought of making this two different blogs but decided against it since it is all about words and their evil use in society

I noticed today Captain Watson using the expression "Climate Change" instead of "Global Warming" and it annoyed me a little that such a champion of fighting the "system" would use the "system" words but I just googled the expressions to refresh my memory and fell on a little bit of debunking that really did not debunk much.

I was under the impression and still am that there has been some spinning going on at high levels on a switch from Global Warming to Climate Change as another less harming euphemism. But here is the count anyway'

These guys here pretend there is no such thing even though their graphics seem to prove my point.

Wikipedia however is kind of funny on the subject they have both expressions in two different articles however

The Global Warming article  has the expression
Climate Change 173 times vs 110 times for the expression Global Warming.

The Climate Change Article has the expression
Climate Change 78 times vs 16 times for the expression Global Warming.

So the total score could be

Climate Change 251
Global Warming 126

and I rest my case your Honour. :)

SAC THIS

More Words

SAC words or 

SA words or 

FAN words

Sacrilege

Sacred

Sacrifice

Sanctuary

Sanctified

Saint or Holy

Profane

Fanatic

Highly emotional words in a highly emotional world
that have nothing but absolutely nothing to do with reason or anything rational at all.

I am always amazed at the optimists that think that one day reason will prevail even though reason itself has its own issues of interpretation often warped by emotions themselves.

But the older I get the more I think that religion itself is a mental illness and certainly an affront and insult to any reason or rational thinking at all.

Maybe not a FA word like ProFAne but another PRO word like PROpaganda or propagated does not help either.

Public and National Schools teaching HATRED and twisting History from such a young age.
Who has a chance to escape all these traps?

Burning flags, foaming at the mouth, the good old hair pulling clothes ripping drama of offense like a sad soccer player drama queen, like hired mourners payed to lament.

Millions and millions screaming in hysteria, demanding blood for the slightest so-called offense or sacrilege. 
It makes you miss the cool protestations of pothead hippies in the sixties.

None of this will ever stop until only one things is “sacred” and it is LIFE itself, that blood we so easily poor for the slightest disagreement.

As long as there are sacred things we will remain tribal monkeys killing each other over sacred territory or what not.

Cosmic Hatred will only lead to utter destruction as chaos is fed constantly and order is starving.  

Chaos leads to more Chaos so maybe yes life is but a circle, 

we started with Chaos and will end up with Chaos: 

Chaos out of utter and sheer stupidity unfortunately 

but here is that word again, another word, FORTUNE.

I would Say that Stupidity will beat Fortune any given day given the odds.

So much for our Sapiens, what a misnomer that was.

They made me do it LOL

 

Ok here goes another one.

All them cute and not so cute too often mindless sayings, mantras, constant repeating and reposting and retweeting and what not.

FFS. Don’t people realise how utterly stupid some of them are sometimes?

Whoever came up with that crap obviously knows nothing about lies OR stupidity especially their own.

Are you telling me you are so utterly smart you can’t be lied to?

Apparently no one has any ideas of how many lies one swallows hungrily every single day. Lies we are told, lies we tell ourselves, eons old lies we’ve been believing forever.

This whole world is a lie one after another. Everything and Everyone. Ask Dr. House he’ll tell you!

Too numerous even to start mentioning.

Anything to do with religion for a starter is nothing short of mental illness, deception and self-imposed delusion.

Add on all the new age crap about the universe wants this and the universe wants that when truth says the universe doesn’t give a flying fuck.  My aura, my chakra, my asshole tells me along with birds flights and guts reading and hand reading and cold reading and hot reading and whatever horrorscope you prefer.

Media lie. Politicians lie. Friends lie. Lovers lie. Everybody lies.

And to think we are too smart to fall into any fallacies or deceptions is the biggest lie of all … to ourselves.

So yes be aware of lies but know one thing:

NO ONE BUT NO ONE IS IMMUNE TO LIES.

We are not built that way. We are utterly defective when it comes to detect lies,

Living a lie ourselves and being fed lies constantly from day one and beyond.

Pride cometh before the fall they sayeth

I seem to be constantly marching to the beat of a different drum here but here it goes.

Usually I write and post "spontaneously" but sometimes, sometimes my thoughts get splattered on a MS Word document and stay there until they get splattered into oblivion by some sort of cyber accident where all my zeros and ones get disintegrated like a disc burnout or what not.  Anyway I thought I would protect this one from July by sending it into cyberspace to see if it will survive longer.  It seemed to be important to me at the time and rereading it today I still like it and feel it so here it is.

I seem to be constantly marching to the beat of a different drum here but here it goes.

“

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

”

Facebook pseudo-reality is funny like that.  It is a perfect media for quacks and whacks and mixed nuts including yours truly.

This thing though is so craftily constructed I don’t know where to begin except with a general feeling that it utterly stinks, maybe because new age in general stinks to my heart and soul and the inferring and implying on the human soul are so wrong and twisted.

Take a few Judeo Christian principles, erase all the rest of the ugliness of the Judeo Christian principles, add on a few lovey dovey Buddhist and maybe voodoo even gooey shite et voila you are now a new guru and a rich one at that if Oprah endorses you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.  UTTER BULLSHIT!

Cheap flattery using an imaginary being that no one knows or can describe properly everyone making his own personal interpretation of that non-existent being.

Reality you were born out of a genetic accident like a monkey or an ant, two different sex of your species fucked like all animals do and you popped up with all their genetic garbage to procreate a race for a short time to satisfy some sort of ecosystem balance only good at this moment.  Some of you were born only to be used abused and spitted out by some higher richer more devious class and that’s all you will never go nowhere but to the grave and it is obvious in billions, open your eyes, watch the world, read the news.  Where else would the powerful get their soldiers and their blood if it wasn’t in numbers? How could the Satanic Mills ever exist and the very few rich it created without the blood of poor people? Foxconn? Sweat shops? Charcoal Mines? Germinal? Shall I go on? Not  mentioning the slavery and especially the sex slavery still rampant in this world?

Next to self-righteousness, pride is our biggest error on this planet to imagine constantly and delusion ourselves that we are basically and intrinsically GOOOOOODDDDDD!

WE ARE NOT!

And we will never ever be. 

The atrocities of war mayhem blood murder and greed will never reach our deepest inner core.  Equality and Justice will remain the unattainable dream of the poor.

Sure a few dreamers once in a while distract us with a new delusion like a video game or a drug would do but violent sad reality remains the same and will remain the same as long as they is one single human being on this planet.

This mad delusion that if I explain correctly to my neighbour the error of his ways he will understand and all will be well is nothing short of suicidal.

Your neighbour will foam at the mouth (usually in mob) hang you, quarter you, crucify you, stone you, kill you and torture you with immense fervour and joy because that is what your neighbour is and always will be an ignorant savage barbarian blood-thirsty animal and cannot be reformed or changed.

And stop trying to point at the minority that doesn’t do that to prove your point that the majority is not fucking hopeless.  They will be bought and conform to any appeal of greed or profit or just plain justification of their hatred.

Drones and collateral damage are here to stay folks. Wake up and smell the fucking coffee.

Additions from today's thoughts now influenced obviously by my viewing last night of 

UNDERGROUND: The Julian Assange Story.

Obviously I am a big fan of J.A. and I do approve of Wikileaks even though I realised more and more that there ARE a googleplex shades of grey in this immoral world of ours.

It "SEEMS" to me the right thing to do especially when there is dark deeds involved like the willful and knowledgeable killings of hundreds of innocent civilians men women and children and the obvious need to want to hide it from the dumb sheeple. ( I am not even sure I like this new word 'sheeple'.

Light is very hard to impose on an otherwise very dark world and if nothing it brings out utter ugliness.

I mean we all know some things are unbearably ugly but does it mean we want to LOOK at them wilfully and intentionally now?

We all have our own little uglinesses too.

Plus besides the constant W5 barrage What does it really produce in the long run?

It's not like we will ever have a transparent world, an ha olam haba where we are all gentle sentient spirits who can read each other's thoughts and only want the best for each other.

Like the blood sucking vampires that we are we are not made for the light and the sun would only destroy us and send us up in smoke and flames.

You see all the corruption at the higher level and the ugliness and deviousness and hypocrisy and what not and you want to promote anarchy? Anarchy just means 7 billion "little" ugliness and deviousness and hypocrisy and what not and if you think or dream otherwise you are a self-deluding fool.

Anarchy does not work.  Libertarianism does not work. So-called democracy does not work and Totalarianism does not work.  Nothing Works. Nothing Ever Will.

It would seem that many animals have a far better chance than us, thinking of bees and ants here and some species minus their unfortunate natural predators. 

We, the homo sapiens, being the biggest Predator of them all.

I mean we need all the Julian Assanges we can get but as a human being himself he is bound to fail not mentioning that when the powers that be really decide this is it, he is gonna be stumped on like an insect with all sort of usual tricks.

I cannot question his motives or his choices or his decisions as I don't know anything about him at all.  In fact, no one knows anything about anyone really.  Hell one does not know anything about oneself to begin with.

But some things will remain beautiful forever and some things will remain ugly ad vitam aeternam as well and by the same token annoying to our five senses.

So while I still have some of them senses I shall try to use 'em a little before I lose 'em forever.

Ciao for now