Friday, July 8, 2016

Seven billion cow-batteries living the dream

I  am pretty sure that Elon Musc is FOS  

and I am pretty sure that what’s her name too is FOS, JenniferNagel.

I am NOT dreaming and nobody else is.  

Why would the perception of bees or ants be the same for all then? 

Why would we all see and hear the same thing more or less?

Nah sadly we are not dreaming and we are not a computer program and we are not eternal. 

We are just a strange product of hazards:  

Cruel, entropic, and weird.

Same fate for almost all of us except maybe a lucky lobster but even he will meets his end one day when the planet boils of freezes whichever comes first.

We are NOT in a strange matrix even though the idea IS entertaining somewhat like any form of utopia or dystopia or anytopia you’d like.

We are here. We are now. And we are very temporary.

What kind of computer would program mass hysteria and religious madness and wars and shit and diseases and famine anyway?

What would this universe be now? A cheap novel?

Only WE can do that.

I know the difference most of the time when I dream so far as I can tell myself to wake up when shit gets too weird.  But there is no waking up from reality for most of us.  LSD would help but then again LSD is not reality now is it?

We are a hazardous soup and if we were a computer program well the RNG developer would be some special sick fuck, a master shithead.

Epistemology is definitely warped though I will give you that.

Too many things we don’t know and worse even

Too many things we think we know.

It just can’t be.  Seven billion cow-batteries living the dream? Come on!

It is as it is and it is very sad indeed that this is the best evolution can do.

If you ask me it is a rather stupid and bloody slow process.

Not caring whatsoever for the individual and what am I if not an individual?

Even if I was a bloody bee or whatever else.


“Even a brick wants to be something.
A brick wants to be something.
It aspires. 
Even a common, ordinary brick... wants to be something more than it is.
It wants to be something better than it is.”
 Louis Kahn


P.S. FOS for those not used to my blog stands for
Full of Shit! :) 





Thursday, June 23, 2016

Why Worry

I’ll be done with this planet soon and I should be glad about it really. I mean it is NOT such a great place to be really. Okay the idea of nothingness is a little unpleasant at first but not any worse than a good night of sleep really or anaesthesia or any other form of unconsciousness.

But there are so many things to “fix” in life that yeah one should be happy to quit this Sisyphean endeavour.  The ignorance and bigotry and fear and pain and greed and violence and what not, the hysterical drive to nowhere really.

7 billion who in 7 billion years will be nothing not even sound and fury, nothing at all.
The waste of brain cells and opposable thumbs is staggering.

She should have died hereafter;
There would have been a time for such a word.
— To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury
Signifying nothing.

Entropy as you wish the fact that our best discoveries are either channelled to or from military purposes is insane. The fact that we spend trillions on war and balked on Medicare, the fact many actors and athletes make millions while other starve. And a million other facts one could add up. One could say yeah but there is good in the world and I can’t keep my eyes off the rotten apple that spoils the whole basket.

The fact even that every bit of information we get is twisted by money. 

The fact it is impossible to study anything through thoroughly since there is so much corruption to decipher especially when it comes to medicine and nutrition among other things not mentioning pet theories of the highest scientists who are attached to their pride and emotions and prestige much more than the love of knowledge and truth and science.

The fact that gurus carry too much powers and their followers bend the truth and that big money has to follow no matter what.

The fact that in an advance generation where we think of modern as better, and boy are we wrong on that, knowledge is drowned, as Huxley had predicted, and almost impossible to find now.  The scholars, the polymaths of yesterdays are long gone the scribes, the well- read, the knowledgeable.
The fact that it is impossible to achieve utopia now more than ever.  First of all a bloodless utopia is totally impossible and secondly a bloody utopia is not utopia at all.  The fact that power is totally unwieldable by humans should indicate we are hopeless.  Power’s corruption is invincible.
I don’t know much about history (there is a song in there somewhere) but it seems to me that maybe Marx had a good idea. It seems to me that the French Revolution made, for a short time, changes close to perfection give or take a few blood baths from la grande terreur. I love an utterly non-religious world where even the names of the days and the months have been changed to do away with silly mythology.  The fact that all that factice power was taken away for a time was just awesome.
But men cannot be ruled by reason, logic, intellect and what not.  Intellects, like Denis Arcand said, make lousy parents to begin with.  If they push their rationality to its logical end anyway they would not have any children.

All of yesterdays have lighted fools and all our to-morrows and to-morrows, and to-morrows will just light more fools: Nobel Peace Prizes with Drones and what not.

Guess I should be listening to dire straits now and ask myself why worry.

But the amount of injustice is so staggering at times.  Maybe not to me personally but still the numbers speak for themselves and I have always been big on numbers. Maths is the only truth some say, the universal language.

O well life goes on c'est la vie and all that Jazz!!!

Nothing new under the sun










Tuesday, May 3, 2016

My day so far

It’s 3:15 PM and I’ve been up for 45 minutes. 
Slept for 11 hours more or less.

More or less because my sleep was interrupted by another Alzheimer’s Inception series of nightmares.

Almost done with coffee ready for breakfast soon.

On the bench or counter as we call it where I come from is a can of Brunswick Kippers

Pure Canadian AND Caught Wild!!! 

A bit like me I said. 

There was a time where one did not have to print caught wild on a can of fish.

Next I am the underdog on an internet vote hahaha where I voted FOR a drinking license in NSW or the whole Australia in fact a bit like a driving license with P plates and L plates and what not.

The vote being at the time I did it at 93 for the Yeas and 115 for the Nays.

Then there was another what is the world coming to on Facebook for a change


 And then there is this one here I could write a book on. 

Too old to be around people who don’t understand the concept of honesty and loyalty.

Well well well Honesty Okay but define loyalty now! 

This is where I totally disagree with Jonathan Haidt in ruling Loyalty under Morality.

This is also where I strongly disagree with the old 

“Blood is Thicker than Water” bullshit saying 

usually used by the likes of 

Hatfields/McCoys or

Capulets/Montagues type.

Loyalty to me is to principles not people.

And we could go on from there good old Haidt and I. :) 

Loyalty is in general much misused than the other way around.

Think religion and politics and cults and what not.

One could even say loyalty is a right wing concept.

It is used and abused for the only purpose of power and control.

But since it is too early to write a book I will leave it at this and proceed to breakfast.

Eggs and Sausage a side of toast but not over easy though, sunny side up always.







Friday, April 15, 2016

Linguistics and Life

Language apparently is what differentiates us from animals.

It has been deeply studied by great minds, Chomsky and all

What has puzzled me in the past and puzzles me more and more every day is that in this humanly created concept of good and evil we humans seem to be lacking words for the good side or seemed anyway in the ancient languages.

And that first letter of the Alphabet that big Alpha, Aleph, अ, capital ‘A’ becomes the nomination of many good things in its NEGATION. ‘A’ being mostly for ABSENCE here. The NEGATION of something; its opposite.

There is no truth, there is the absence of concealment and deception: Aletheia.

There is no opposite of greed lobha there is the absence of greed alobha.

There is no opposite of hate/aversion dosa there is the absence of hate adosa.

There is no opposite of ignorance/delusion moha,  there is the absence of ignorance amoha.

I have no answer to all this but it does raise many questions one of them being the Pilatean Aphorism:

 “What Is Truth?”

What is good? What is evil? Everyone has a different answer to that.

Each religion believes the other one is wrong and moreover each sect of each religion believes the other sect is wrong. If you’re not doing it MY WAY you are going to hell in a basket.

Virtues and Honour are different words in different cultures. 

Honour killing is a word now how humorous!   

Hara Kiri was an honour suicide for one and a grieving wife or mother for another a bit like today’s suicide bombers.

Hard to define morality at all now with all these impossible situations tests what if you had the choice to kill one to save one thousand blah blah blah. Always hated role playing. 
I’ll tell you when I get there IF I get there. 
I’ll play it by ear, 
I’ll wing it. 
I’ll cross that bridge if it ever comes to me 
in the meanwhile I won’t waste my brainpower of mindless hopeless ridicule situations that will never happen in a million years. 

These sociologist wannabes play games like the kids on 9gag if you had a superpower which one would you choose? 
Well I don’t have superpowers and your question is moot and puerile.

When it comes to the usual ultimate evil the big one in most people’s mind even that area is a million shades of grey. 

Thou shalt not kill.  

All life is based on killing other life forms. 
Big fish eats little fish. 
Little fish eats smaller lives, insects etc. 
Humans kill and eat everything including plants which is also a form of life, no one lives off of rocks now do they?  
Gazelles and rabbits might be among the most ‘innocents’ but still they have to be very careful too not to become a meal themselves. 

Life kills life in order to stay alive and promote life. 

Here is our greatest PARADOX.

That grass, them carrots and cabbages were going to nourish the earth left alone but no. 
Who knows how it was before farming and cattle raising now here is a way to promote life to kill it. 
If it wasn't for our eating them animals 
most of them would not have been born to begin with. 

Because after all we are PETA: 

People Eating Tasty Animals. 

So was it “wrong” to mate that cow and this bull now or to send the rooster with a bunch of hens? 
Or to deprive that pig of its 30 minutes orgasm? :) 

Eventually all these questions will answer themselves as mankind won’t be on earth any more and earth will go on gladly rid of its virus with no one asking silly questions.


Will it have been wrong or right in a billion years when there is no one left to write the story and there isn't any stories any more

maybe except for that gazelle and rabbit who still gotta run like hell now that no one is killing Cecil any more, 

or Leo as I prefer to call him. :)

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

The dream of all dreams.

Hello dying blog.

The dream of all dreams.
A true world meaning a world without concealment.

Impossible to live in one being let alone in 7 billion.

In Classical Greek, Lethe literally means "forgetfulness" or "concealment". The Greek word for "truth" is a-lethe-ia, meaning "un-forgetfulness" or "un-concealment".

“a” as the absence of, the negation of.

There is a huge difference now between forgetting and concealing. As one could be a passive innocent act and the other a dark, deceitful crime.

Often practiced in politics and in so-called Justice.  Who is better at concealing than a lawyer or a prosecutor even? 
Who also is better at concealing than the forces of the law, police and such? 

Who is better at concealing than one who wants a war and moreover one who profits greatly from it?

Good and Evil are apparently concepts “CREATED” by the homo sapiens.

Most animals have no such issue. The lion will kill and eat with no conscience and a lot of male animals will bash the shit out of another male with not a drop of guilt just in order to get laid.

But this modern ape here has developed a way to kill thousands and yet millions without a single beep on their conscience radars.  

People working for Dupont and Dow and Lockheed, Kalashnikov and what not. 

All those guns enthusiasts, that don’t seem to realise that that bullet is not fun and games when it is within a loved one, don’t seem to extrapolate much or empathise.  They would rather enjoy the sound and power with a Neanderthal grunt.

Mind you nowadays in fact we don’t have to worry so much about casualties of wars as the greatest amount of casualties comes from the very fact that we humans are not MADE for such horror and cannot stand it so sooner or later we put an end to the horror ourselves in the form of suicide.

It takes a special kind of soul destroying confused as martial training to throw napalm on kids and other form of horrors common today as cremation of children and innocents by drones.

I seem to be a broken record really, a scratched one, a voice in the desert, my throat or my keyboard full of sand.

But in the name of stupid non-existent gods and what not we keep killing each other enticed by slime bucket greedy powerless priests, pastors, and imams who, take away their lies delusions and obsolete old books, have nothing at all. Nothing at all.  They wave a useless magic wand that is nothing but a piece of stick or some dust from an old tree in the form of a useless written fable.

It seems so easy to entice mobs into mindless ignorance and violence and lynching and stoning and what not appealing to the ape within all of us, manipulating souls to their own end and power.  

Everyone is a fucking Napoleon and little pope and judge and jury and executor.  Everyone KNOWS for sure what is wrong and what his right according to their own crazy, warped, fucked-up little mind and kingdom.  This monotheism being utter bullshit because everyone has their own personal little god shaped to their own convenience cherry picking whatever they want in obsolete books and filling up the rest with their whims and preferences according to their own “sins”. And their little god is totally different from their neighbour’s little god.

Breaking all the rules but like a good serial killers rationalising all of their actions.

In fact it is impossible to totally detach the Old Testament God, who is as Sharia as fuck, from the god of the new testament Jesus or not.  A very infantile petty god to begin with and one who should have known that creating a “chosen” people was just as violent as can be.  That tall poppy god wouldn’t have lasted long in Australia to begin with. Oh so you ARE CHOSEN eh? Let us show you how fucking chosen you are here.

The best minds, Steve Jones being one of them, sadly seem to agree that religion, as false as it is, is here to stay unfortunately. 

In my science fiction utopian book it is nothing short of a delusion and therefore a mental illness in a far future but the future won’t last that long and another 4 billion years is just not enough.

As long as there will be religion, borders, and politics there will be no room for harmony, peace, love, beauty, and especially logic and reason.

Oh I forgot one of the most important thing: the “root of all evil”, speaking of rooting that would be another track to diverse as this cause is a source of violence among many animals and living things but let’s go back to shekels now.

Impossible to imagine us reverting to bartering or such system and even them some would barter more than others for sure and probably barter drugs and hits too.

Shekels highly associated with our great sanguinary thirst for power as Nietzsche would say.  Shekels which allow you to buy justice and blind judges.

What kind of mega apocalypse would we really need? Apply eugenics to its very best down to the very 2 best specimens ever (okay maybe a few more to avoid inbreeding we have enough of that already) and even then I predict the exact same results: Greed, Ignorance and Violence.

One does not need the Panama papers to know that the inequality in this world is incommensurable.
I wish I could imagine a workable utopia but the raw materials are simply missing.

No wonder many attempts at utopia turned into dystopia extrapolating on our human savageness.
IF I was to leave a verse in this world to become “immortal” for a short time lol , make it 1 to 4 billion years, it would be by writing the best utopia ever followed by the best dystopia ever… anything but this sad reality of warring apes and deceitful thieves.  But I doubt it unless like many artists have done in the past I am endowed by one out of this world most energetic and inspired mania ever.

Right now I seem to only live in depressive realism.












Friday, October 9, 2015

Division and Projection

I know, this argument 
can go back and 
fourth (sic) FOREVER and that is what THEY WANT! 

Divide and conquer!

It is a bit sickening and 

exhausting at times to try to  follow anything on social media or the internet.

There is such an insurmountable amount of bullshit that it is hard to sift through anything, nauseating at best.

The opening statement for instance is from an anti vax fanatic cult leader. 

What a perfect example divided by one period

.
I know, this argument can go back and fourth (sic) FOREVER 
and that is what THEY WANT!


Back and forth you can say that again but as soon as you say 

that is what THEY WANT what do you do?

YOU establish the 
good old US & THEM,

YOU DIVIDE in order to conquer THEM

and 
then what is next?

Well the famous Freud defence mechanism 

par excellence:
PROJECT! Accuse THEM

of dividing and 
conquering.

There are so many fallacies , countless really, and so many  confirmation biases and cognitive biases and what not that any debate just become a stinking pile of shit only meant to be left alone and never stirred for we all know what happens 
now when you stir shit.


When I was young and poor I was offered by my landlady $10 to help me towards my room and board if I’d only shovel some of the pigeon manure from the neighbour. 


I stood on top of the dry hill and planted my spade in there. 
still remember to this day my knees buckling, my eyes watering and the horrible taste that stuck to my throat for days. 


Well Facebook is a bit like that at times.




Wednesday, September 30, 2015

out of my comfort zone?

out of my comfort zone! 

out of my comfort zone?

what is that supposed to mean? 

WTF is WRONG with Comfort? 

I happen to just LOVE Comfort! 

As everyone knows I am built for comfort not for speed.

Out of your comfort zone is bullshit propaganda fuelled by trainers, gurus and religious leaders for their OWN PROFIT as 
always! 

Always follow the money trail. Always follow the money trail.

They want YOU our of your comfort zone for THEIR profit and financial COMFORT.

Plus, as always, as Nietzsche would say, and as it is with spiritual leaders and rapists,
it's always about POWER.