Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Ranting is Life

I recently joined a Facebook group called
The Grumpy Fuckers Cafe! :)


For the life of me I can't go out for like 3 minutes without losing it.

First you encounter so many drivers with their head up their asses that make your short journey twice as long and twice as difficult and fuck knows there is a shit ton of 'em.

Then, then, then, then, you have to go shopping and meet PEOPLE FFS.

One recent example, yesterday we went to Aldi and Sue gives me the Aldi coin to go get a trolley.

When I get to the trolley area there is THREE rows of them, THREE fucking ROWS and an older lady is standing there chatting with one I will kindly refer to as the fat cow, she's got her trolley blocking two rows and she is blocking the third row with the fat cow covering any loose end.

Me, being me, I raised both hands in the air with a look of desperation on the fate of humanity, shaking my head questioning every time why can't people be aware that the world is NOT their fucking oyster and that a public area
IS JUST THAT,
a public area
and not your private little driveway.

(Even though your driveway should not contain noise as noise knows no boundary and will cross into other people "private" driveway.)

We're not talking about entitled millennial little snowflakes here,
we're talking about people my age and older than me.


Anyway to add insult to injury the fat cow said snarly:

Oh How Annoying!


I wish to fuck I was good at confrontations really.

To give them fat arrogant rude cows
a piece of what they deserved.


So the conversation IN MY HEAD
went a little bit like this.


You're FUCKING RIGHT fat cow.
It IS FUCKING annoying.
It is called BRAINS use 'em or lose 'em moronic shit. The world does not belong to you.

Your annoying duty is to help society to run smoothly AND EFFICIENTLY. Not that you would know that if it hit you in the face.
There is an old virtue, an old quality LONG FORGOTTEN. It is called CONSIDERATION
you INCUNTSIDERATE cow.


It's the same thing everywhere it seems. When I ran into this scenario in Canada I just walked away. Life is too short for morons.

In France it is viral.  A client with a queue a mile long behind him or her will hold hostage a single employee and take half an hour to buy a fucking baguette FFS because they wanna tell their life story or need someone to talk to.  

Get a fucking friend or a therapist FFS this is NOT the place nor the time.

It happened to me twice in 5 mins just last week. Some cow who held hostage a single employee at the only money exchange place open for over half an hour and when I went to the chemist to cut time an other person grabbed my chemist to tell them their life story when I went back to the money exchange the cow was STILL there but luckily the other employee was back from her smoko or something.

I KNOW I KNOW the fucking SERENITY to accept the things that CANNOT be changed but FFS I am a dreamer and I have a dream, a dream where people will consider each other when in society, a dream where people will be aware of where they are and of their surrounding.  

Why should I always be the one dodging the fucking zombies either walking with their head up their asses or pitonning as I like to call the action of phone zombies.

SURE I could be the Zen one and not care whether an action takes me 10 mins or 10 hours but I guess I like to shop like a MAN: 

GET IN, GET OUT, GET IT DONE.

Get your money or card ready in line at the cashier use your head and get the fuck out of there.

or as Ani DiFranco would say ANTICIPATE

for every hand extendedanother lies in waitkeep your eye on that oneanticipate

ANTICIPATION and CONSIDERATION
will go a long way.


It's prolly just me again
maybe I am the little snowflake after all.


I keep referring back to my negative golden rule:

 Do NOT do unto others what you don't want them to do unto you.


Maybe also it is because I come from a cold country where people don't fuck around with the puck at minus FORTY.

Anyway rant of the day over,

always the same rant,

always practising my MUSTURBATION

against the best advice of Albert Ellis.

On a lighter note now I met another little old lady at the same Aldi at the very same time on my exit this time instead of my entrance and she made my day.


Long story short we were all lined up at the only open register lane 1, the booze lane, and since they didn't have the booze we wanted anyway when they opened register 4 we moved towards it.

This little old lady in front of us with like 4 articles was ready to let us go in front of her but I refused politely since she only had 4 articles and also I think she was ahead of us in the long line anyway.

So she was tickled pink and so grateful thanking me over and over again saying how much she hated to go shopping at Rockingham Shopping Centre
( A Lady after my own heart lol)


Then we waved goodbye with smiles and I turned to Sue and said:

SEE? I am not THE BEAST they all say I am. LMAO







Tuesday, June 12, 2018

Swimming against the tide ain't easy.

I always abhor how people try to cash on the latest event.

Trying to win a few clicks out of Jordan Peterson or the latest school shooting or in this instance the latest celebrity suicide and here I am against my best judgement doing the same exact thing just like a hypocrite.


Mind you Suicide as you would know the half dozen of people that read me regularly is an absolute favourite subject of mine.

The method is always of interest to me too.  In Bourdain's and Robin Williams' case, two addicts, they chose to hang themselves instead of the much preferred pills way or your plain overdose.

Listening to a "suicidee" as we speak now, one who chose a much more violent method and very rare in the occidental world: Andre Fortin.

What's next listening to Dolores O'Riordan now? 

In that case we will have to keep speculating over the method mind you even though some heavy ingestion is suspected.

Anyway June the 12th here moving on from my week long jet lag to my traditional post-holiday depression.  Is it related to postpartum depression now? :) 

My pedometer has gone from hectic to nearly dead.

Trying to get some life air energy something by doing something I used to like i.e. writing my blog.

Playing one game  halfheartedly after taking a week to decide.  Another game season coming soon that might keep me busy for 2 days.

Now I've got the longest winter ever in front of me coming out of 3 degrees Celsius in Montreal to go back to 3 degree Celsius this time with no central heating.  Grounded for another 3 months at least if not more so the prospects are not good.

So what am I saying? Absolutely Fuck All as usual just that despite the fairly secluded sheltered easy life that I have well I don't like it.  I am bored out of my skull and worst passionless. 

No I am not going to follow in Bourdain's or Williams' or O'Riordan's footsteps. That would prolly require a terminal sickness or a great decline in quality of life.

I was thinking that in order of turn I should wait for my daughter and my mother to go first anyway. 

Don't know Bourdain that much but the fact that Bourdain and Williams were close to my age hits close to home.  

Mind you I still have this obsession to make it to my 2 billionth second and I've got almost a full year to wait for that now and wait and wait and wait.

So here you go my 3 to 6 readers my state of mind at the mo.

With the current weather one could also add or blame seasonal depression to post-travelling depression mind you.

and like Forrest Gump That's all I got to say about that.





Thursday, May 3, 2018

New Jerusalem, Eldorado, and Other Myths

My brain seems to have kicked in the
"Rise to the Occasion" mode already LOL|

Imagine a Mecca with who knows
how many billions of souls

roaming the eternity gaily 


trying all to cram in

or fly to Pluto

on the most Holy Day now?


And a floating CUBE at that

defying all the laws of physics?

(I know I know

God is not bothered by physics 😈 )


Or maybe the New Jerusalem

is just a Borg Ship after all?


You WILL be ASS imilated!

New Jerusalem if we are to believe the fairy tales would be about the size of Pluto
(smaller than our Moon) 


Using of course the Magic Number of 12

multiplied by a thousand

and funnily enough the measure standards of the time:

a fucking stadia of all things


an ancient Greek unit of length, based on the length of a typical sports stadium of the time. 

Seriousfuckingly now

People HAVE to start thinking FFS


Allegory Shmallegory

Symbolic Shambolic 

and of course the holy rollers
who take all this LITERALLY


12,000 stadia,
the equivalent of 1,400 miles
or 2,200 kilometers,


Really? REALLY?

shaking my head in disbelief now






We ARE all Deuterostomes!

We are all Deuterostomes!


We all are born assholes. (Arseholes for Brits and Australians)

We're born an asshole
we live mostly as assholes
and we die well as shite really.


Dust, Ashes, Fertiliser, so Shite really,
 or Whatchamacallit.


Death is literally our last dump.

All this "enlightenment" came to me while reading cracked.com of  course! 😈

While reading about our many double standards and so much more

Well if you read me before it is nothing new really.

I do not hold much faith in human nature or humanity as you all know.

Some people say we are good by nature
to which I strongly disagree but even then 


We are good by nature UNTIL
and that is the big big word UNTIL.


People might be really nice to you in many countries but IF they were learn that you are an atheist for instance well it could be quite dangerous if not deadly they would turn into foaming at the mouth animals and maybe quarter you, or dismember you, or behead you, or just spread the rumours and the hate and the shunning.

Not only atheist,
any chip on their shoulders one might have.


The example that comes to mind now
is Thelma & Louise among many others.


Everyone of us like Peterson says
in his Jungian lingo
has a Shadow,
an animal inside of him
what is it again in Freudian terms an Id?


I do,  and you do too.

To deny it is one of the most dangerous form actually as history has taught us many times in many revolutions and political movements
or just mass hysteria a la Zola's Germinal for instance.


So if we walk the line people might appear to be nice
and if you follow the tide you may be fine for a while.


Enough dribbling shit for the mo

even though it keeps my mind from exploding 
and my fuses and breakers from popping these days 
in these rough times in so many ways  😛

So think on that all you Deuterostomes out there. 😜





Sunday, April 29, 2018

Semantics again

“Ignorance is a virus. 
Once it starts spreading, 
it can only be cured by reason. 
For the sake of humanity, we must be that cure.”

~ Neil deGrasse Tyson



The fact is we may be way too ignorant to even know about ignorance, 
or the depth of ignorance.

For one thing in one's mind ignorance is synonymous with Sartre's Hell.

IGORANCE IS OTHER PEOPLE.

L'ignorance c'est les autres.

One always talks about ignorant at the third person.

In fact an ignoramus or an ignoranus
(one who is ignorant AND an asshole)
is always someone else.

These two terms are almost synonymous:

Ignorant and Asshole.


Everyone who is part of a war is highly ignorant to begin with
no matter how brilliant a scientist he is.
He is the victim of high delusions, lies, and CONCEALMENT.

The first casualty of war is truth

because truth Aletheia means
LACK OF CONCEALMENT.

What Tyson calls a VIRUS now
was called a POISON 

for more than 2500 years
before the time of Christianity even 

which came with its own version
of ignorance and gnosis and truth.

If one was to study the ancient meanings of words which is not always the modern meaning of words one might come up with terms like
Moha 

or

Avidyā

Each term with a thousand nuances of meanings as it is often with sanskrit

much of it lost in translation as it is often with languages.

One of the main reason we may never defeat ignorance is that for one thing its so-called replacement is undefined, vague, meaningless.

REASON is a funny word and means a million things to a million people.

REASON is what you see today with a million hour long debates with both parties leaving exactly as they came
as confident and arrogant
and know-it-all as before.


While both of them are as wrong as any debates taking place 500 years ago
if one could simply do some
simple simian extrapolation here
and realise.


Laplace's Demon
or a REAL All-knowing god
would know and laugh.


So-called Reason has not saved us so far and never will considering the gazillion inherent flaws in human engineering.

The French Revolution might be a good example if we consider that we are still the ignorant masses same as it was with Germany not so long ago and with the Japanese and now with the Americans and the Chinese and what not.

There are no answers in intellectualism really.

Mind you a world without hysteria
and the mass hysteria of religion especially
and a world of calm thinking human beings might be a better place to live.


Life is so fragile and there are a gazillion things trying to kill us every day so if we'd stop helping by eliminating the senseless killing it would be nice.

Divert all the military money to science and medicine
but NO
We use the discoveries in medicine and science to make OUR soldiers better and live longer
what utter bullshit since we cannot save them from PTSD and suicide even. 
The main cause of PTSD is probably that no matter how deeply we are programmed and brainwashed into killing
it is not really our nature.


Our nature is probably to survive wild animals and predators other than ourselves and to catch one of them animals once in a while for food and shelter and survival of the species

A bit like many old tribes had,
American Indians and others. 

Respect for all form of lives without going overboard now a la Buddhism.
(Insert PETA and veganism in overboard here) 


All this again to say nothing
and express my own ignorance
and my lack of reason.


But someone has to say something
about how deluded our race is.


Like I said:  simple extrapolation.

Truth is we are STILL in the DARK AGES.

Like Stephen Hawkings once said
(OR Daniel J. Boorstin):


The greatest enemy of knowledge
is not ignorance,

it IS the ILLUSION of knowledge.

And even that saying is loaded with
pre-conceived ideas and tainted towards cognitive dissonance and confirmation biases,

One might even USE that line to excuse one's personal belief etc

The darkness never ends.


Knowing is like the future in the Roadhouse Blues

Knowing is uncertain and the end is always near

TRUTH IS that truth is getting to be more and more undefined and one might wanna stand with Pontius Pilate here:

"WHAT IS TRUTH?"


In this social media age my hair stands on end when I read the word Truth or Science now
in any web page ESPECIALLY
when one of those words is in the title of the page one HAS to expect
some form or other of utter bullshit.

Ignorance and Reason are two more ambiguous semantic dilemmas filled with Freudian Defence Mechanisms, 



ignorant (adj.)late 14c., "lacking wisdom or knowledge; unaware," from Old French ignorant (14c.), from Latin ignorantem (nominative ignorans) "not knowing, ignorant," present participle of ignorare "not to know, to be unacquainted; mistake, misunderstand; take no notice of, pay no attention to," from assimilated form of in- "not, opposite of" (see in- (1)) + Old Latin gnarus "aware, acquainted with" (source also of Classical Latin noscere "to know," notus "known"), from Proto-Latin suffixed form *gno-ro-, suffixed form of PIE root *gno- "to know." Also see uncouth.Form influenced by related Latin ignotus "unknown, strange, unrecognized, unfamiliar." Colloquial sense of "ill-mannered, uncouth, knowing nothing of good manners" attested by 1886. As a noun, "ignorant person," from mid-15c. Related: Ignorantly.
ignore (v.)1610s, "not to know, to be ignorant of," from French ignorer "be unaware of" (14c.), or directly from Latin ignorare "not to know, be unacquainted; take no notice of, disregard" (see ignorant). The original sense in English is obsolete. Sense of "pass over without notice, pay no attention to" in English 














Saturday, April 14, 2018

Morally Justifiable

Morally Justifiable!
What a can of worms bullshit semantic expression FFS.

Morally justifiable 
to kill?
to go to war?
to abort?
blah blah blah


Just Google "morally justified" and go down deep and dark into the rabbit hole.

The stench of verbal diarrhoea is unmanageable and unbearable.

All the self-righteousness and completely TWISTED rationalisation and many other Freudian DEFENCE mechanisms go in full gear on ATTACK.

Again I feel compelled to quote Pratchett here:

“All right," said Susan. "I'm not stupid. You're saying humans need... fantasies to make life bearable."
REALLY? AS IF IT WAS SOME KIND OF PINK PILL? NO. HUMANS NEED FANTASY TO BE HUMAN. TO BE THE PLACE WHERE THE FALLING ANGEL MEETS THE RISING APE."Tooth fairies? Hogfathers? Little—"YES. AS PRACTICE. YOU HAVE TO START OUT LEARNING TO BELIEVE THE LITTLE LIES."So we can believe the big ones?"YES. JUSTICE. MERCY. DUTY. THAT SORT OF THING."They're not the same at all!"YOU THINK SO? THEN TAKE THE UNIVERSE AND GRIND IT DOWN TO THE FINEST POWDER AND SIEVE IT THROUGH THE FINEST SIEVE AND THEN SHOW ME ONE ATOM OF JUSTICE, ONE MOLECULE OF MERCY. AND YET—Death waved a hand. AND YET YOU ACT AS IF THERE IS SOME IDEAL ORDER IN THE WORLD, AS IF THERE IS SOME...SOME RIGHTNESS IN THE UNIVERSE BY WHICH IT MAY BE JUDGED."Yes, but people have got to believe that, or what's the point—"MY POINT EXACTLY.” ― Terry Pratchett, Hogfather


I can hear "THEM" already foaming at the mouth all turning into Vicky Pollards Yeah But...No But...yeah butt....no butt...

"The BIBLE says this and the BIBLE says that and there is no just and blah blah blah except me the self-righteous racist rapist prick here."

It never ends and the USA seem to be an extremely fertile ground for that foaming gibberish self-righteousness, self- righteous until they get caught as always with their hands in the cookie jar or with their pants down and then they come back crawling begging for forgiveness since there is a shitload of money to be made telling others what to do.

But it is the same everywhere, everyone of them, 

ALL of US really including Atheists.  

Christians, Muslims, Hindus, Buddhists, Indigenous or Shintoist 

all in the same bag of lies and myths and made up stories thought to be "true"

A LIE IS A LIE IS A LIE.

and as said before

A MYTH IS A MYTH IS A MYTH.

I was thinking about that just the other day and my own dichotomy and cognitive dissonance 

(mix that with my cognitive dissociation and there you go) 


on how I love the HAKA as a performance but I hate all myths. Whether it's a Maori myth or Christian myth or a Babylonian myth or Greek Myth 


they are all LIES all made up stories.

But then again as Camus had to face and Pratchett tries to explain  it is quite hard if not totally impossible to live life without a single delusion.

So what is a man to do? 

Wherewithal shall an old man find his way?

Forgive the lack of PC here.


Eat and drink and be merry for tomorrow ye shall die 

seems to sum it all up.

Question EVERYTHING.

“Resist much, obey little.” 

and I could quote a shitload of Whitman here and even find something I question and resist even in his sayings like: 

“Whatever satisfies the soul is truth.” 

to which I would answer like Pontius Pilate

WHAT IS TRUTH? 

or as I prefer it ALETHEIA the absence of concealment.


“Do I contradict myself? Very well, then, I contradict myself; I am large -- I contain multitudes.” ― Walt Whitman


“O Me! O life!... of the questions of these recurring; Of the endless trains of the faithless—of cities fill’d with the foolish; Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I, and who more faithless?) Of eyes that vainly crave the light—of the objects mean—of the struggle ever renew’d; Of the poor results of all—of the plodding and sordid crowds I see around me; Of the empty and useless years of the rest—with the rest me intertwined; The question, O me! so sad, recurring—What good amid these, O me, O life? 


Answer.


That you are here—that life exists, and identity; That the powerful play goes on, and you will contribute a verse.” ― Walt Whitman, Leaves of Grass




Monday, April 2, 2018

Out of Boredom

Words Words Words 


Eu-thanasia!

Honour!

Pride!

Duty!

Semantics 
are really fucked up.



The shit people say through Freudian defence mechanisms especially rationalisation, is
prolly the ULTIMATE original SIN.

Here is another word:

SIN!

MISSING THE FUCKING MARK! 
WELL WHO THE FUCK DOESN'T?

And then some smart asshole comes to put down rules on you and get power over you because you missed the fucking mark AS IF he never did. 

Even more they tag you genetically 
to an ORIGINAL MISSING the FUCKING MARK 
that one of your Ancestor did 

Some Mitochondrial Eve  180,000 years ago, 
or some Y-chromosomal Adam some 275,000 years ago

How these two ever fucked now is beyond me 

It is as complicated as to where the fuck did Cain get his wife.

Now back to Euthanasia now I was joking around with my brother last night saying

I used to say the first day I shit myself will be my time to go now.

Well it is a little more complicated than that now innit?

Shitting yourself sure hurts your pride and honour and your nose sometimes and it is undignified as fuck but it doesn't HURT.

One can wear Depends for years now you know? :) 

The acceptable reason for euthanasia I suppose would be chronic pain of moreover getting fucking tired of the chronic pain but where does one draw the line it is always a very personal call.

Anyway hard to decipher the line at times between euthanasia and suicide both have connotations of evil attached to them especially suicide which is at time well part of a decent euthanasia.

Funny how most religions (like governments) talk against suicide. 

The main reason being for both of them that they are always worried about the COST of it 

not to YOU but to THEM of course.

You can't control a dead disciple, it is no fucking good 
and a dead taxpayer is a prophet of no profit.

While I am here babbling obliges, it is funny how the "great" intellects attack Islam especially and some will attack Christianity and some might dare to touch Judaism but many scientists have a weak spot for Buddhism as if it was different than the others.  

FFS! Speaking of rationalisation again.

Sam Harris,  Dr. Marsha Linehan, Jon Kabat-Zinn, Leonard Cohen and so many more.

It seems to me that Buddhist countries are as ignorant and hysterical as all the others and they too will try to sell you some shite, plastic idols and what not: riots, wars, ignorance, self-immolation FFS and so many other practices but still you can associate yourself to Buddhism and pretend to be cool not like the others.

Anyway I am back to my old blog here

A MYTH IS A MYTH IS A MYTH,

When it comes to my iconoclastic behaviour, 

I break all idols.


too many words already

end of babble for now