Monday, February 20, 2017

~A nanosecond prolefeed!

~A nanosecond prolefeed!

What was I going to write now?

Reality? Who knows what the fuck reality is?

Communication? Staring at someone blankly trying to pretend to be interested but only preparing your own story in your head. 

Yeah yeah yeah nice cat now let me tell you about my FLUFFY…

Or one of my fav: Oh you got cancer oh that’s nothing wait until you go through a divorce now, my hell is so much bigger than yours …

You only have 3 points (I forgot what they were already) let me bring you MY FIVE points now…blah blah blah 
(even though there was really many more but numbers of points don’t count anymore like the Brilliant Brian Cox said I could quote you numbers until I am blue in the face

Literally “I could sit here and read out figures until I am blue in the face
… the absolute consensus says…I know you may try to argue with that but you can’t
and that was addressing a senator who after all is a paid puppet of think tanks aka large rich corporate Lobbyists.

 “The heart knoweth his own bitterness; and a stranger doth not intermeddle with his joy.” King James Version (KJV).

Deep down I think we are all selfish and hypocritical and have double standards and the louder the protest the greater the guilt I’d say.

Freudian defence mechanisms, cognitive biases, a gazillion forms of fallacies: take your pick, none of us has the truth or ever will.

To one informed and knowledgeable ‘deity’ out there we would be pigs or ants at best, apes some would say. 
To anyone with real knowledge at all.

The bestest of the bestest are just not good enough, they argue among themselves like screaming pigs or apes. 

Add to this arrogance, ignorance, pride, conceit, and prejudice: human qualities apparently. Pretentiousness, stubbornness and other apian like virtues also. Simians at heart!

Politics Religion Philosophy and other exercises in futility are all the same… some pothead trying to tell you he is much better than you and he alone has the secret.

Considering much and many revelations of old were done in high states of sometimes savage inebriation or after having fallen down from as horse for example or a fever or other form of brain damages that we all buy as “illuminated”.

Bottom line is we are still ignorant apes killing each other at the slightest.

Some pretend they are holier than thou by abstaining from the only privilege in life really like eating etc depriving us of the four F’s:

The hypothalamus plays a major role in the regulation of basic drives related to survival, including the so-called "four F's":fighting, fleeing, feeding, and mating."

And mating forbid one would enjoy sex and wine now or even sleeping in.

So much seems to be driven by Power that sometimes I think Nietzsche was on to something. 

So so much will to just fucking CONTROL, 

tell you what is good what is bad 

what is acceptable and what is not.  

Here comes that jerry-rig of pretention and dumb will again… 

pretending that I am smarter than you, 
superior to you 
bigger better and brighter than you 
and here you have COLONIALISM in one fucking word and the excuse for the all the proselytising missionaries of the world.  

Let me teach you O ignorant barbarian how we drink tea properly here even if I have to bribe you with opium to prove to you my moral superiority. 

The whole history of both Americas and Australia is encapsulated in this.  

Africa the Caribbean and what not.  

Let me enslave you poor buggers who don’t have a pot to piss in so I can have my tea and coffee and sugar and chocolate dirt cheap.

I mean King Leopold is still on a fucking coin IIRC. 
How gross is that? 
Let me cut your arms off to show you who is the fucking civilised one here.

History is written by the victor and Hiroshima and Dresden become legendary examples where Dachau is still frowned upon as if one atrocity is better than another.

Ask anyone today how many people were killed during the holocaust and I bet most would say 6 million.

Forgotten numbers erased from history:
Broader definitions of so-called "parallel Holocausts" include the two-to-three million Soviet POWs who died as a result of mistreatment due to Nazi racial policies, two million non-Jewish ethnic Poles who died due to the conditions of Nazi occupation, 270,000 mentally and physically disabled killed in Germany's eugenics program, 90,000–220,000 Romani, 80,000–200,000 Freemasons, 20,000–25,000 Slovenes, 5,000–15,000 homosexuals, 2,500–5,000 Jehovah's Witnesses and 7,000 Spanish Republicans, bringing the death toll to around 11 million. The broadest definition would include six million Soviet civilians who died as a result of war-related famine and disease, raising the death toll to 17 million.[331] A research project conducted by the United States Holocaust Memorial Museum estimated that 15 to 20 million people died or were imprisoned.[11] Rudolph Rummel estimates the total democide death toll of Nazi Germany to be 21 million.

two-to-three million Soviet POWs
2 million non-Jewish Poles
270,000 mentally and physically disabled killed
90,000–220,000 Romani
80,000–200,000 Freemasons,
20,000–25,000 Slovenes
5,000–15,000 homosexuals
2,500–5,000 Jehovah's Witnesses
7,000 Spanish Republicans

bringing the death toll to around 11 million

A research project conducted by the 
United States Holocaust Memorial Museum estimated that 15 to 20 million people died

Rudolph Rummel estimates the total democide death toll of Nazi Germany to be 21 million.

21 million minus 6 million that is 15 million forgotten ones 

2.5 times 6 exactly

15 million Orwellian unpersons!

Erased from history

Damnatio memoriae!!!
Just like the old Egyptian Pharaohs just CHIPPED away from existence, hieroglyphs no more.

Winston Smith’s exact job in the Minitrue!

Of all the genocides of history how many do we know? How many do we talk about?

Real source:

Kevin Alfred Strom a proud Neo Nazi who is in jail for pedophilia. I think the context of the quote was in an essay praising Hitler and the Nazi party for their attempted genocide against European Jews.

Now I am usually very strong on examining the source first and at all cost but then I try to take the aphorism at face value:

To learn who rules over you, simply find out who you are not allowed to criticize

And it might be more complicated than I think even though the direction pointing  of this line seems obvious.

Still I do hate that “history” has forgotten them poor gypsies fags and retards not mentioning the Soviets and the Poles here.

Mind you, history and media will never ever be what really happens or happened anyhoot.

     No worries all dem words will quickly be forgotten in this
prolefeed: The steady stream of mindless entertainment to distract and occupy the masses.

Prolefeed sounds more Huxleyan than Orwellian to me though

but yeah the 

“what’s a word for really big now more gigantic than gigantic” 

amount of idle info we get now will lull us to the next subject faster than light itself.

Like the Bee Gees said It's only WORDS

At the rate of the American madness now Mexicans might become unpersons soon too! :P 

Sunday, February 19, 2017

SSDD PART DEUX aka a jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will

Arguing is getting more and more pointless.

It’s like trying to carry a rational debate with a condescending drunk or

Having a fight of words with a parochial uneducated unread skinhead.

One could bring 1000 examples and solid proofs and not be ahead an inch the other one just waiting for his turn to talk, not hearing shit of all you just said, skimming the solid material to pick at minor details.

There is no left and the right is going bonkers

How will you ever change one billion hysterical Hindus?

How will you convert one billion misguided Muslims?

How will you bring to light one billion self-righteous Christians?

Don’t even try to prove a point with the so-called rational atheists now.

Many of them have done what all humanity has done forever: let the power go to their head and become little gods of their own with their own tangents, their own agenda and above all their own profits.

How many times have we seen an idealist socialist, a worker, a labourer turn to the extreme right once HE wasn’t poor anymore?

As if the whole of morality rested now on their informed shoulders FFS.

There will never be a solution to us anymore than there would be an idyllic monkey politics, we are just bigger louder apes but apes still.

And the world will always be a gigantic cacophonic Knesset.

A few dreamers have tried but none ever comes close enough.

The Zamyatins, the H.G. Wells, the Huxleys, the Orwells: they all have failed us.

We don’t have it, can’t get and more than likely never ever will.

No evolution, no eugenics, no hero can save us.

Ideally and even this word now has been destroyed as most words have lately

Ideally there should be no religion whatsoever no myths no lies except for the purpose of entertainment maybe like it is much easier to say a situation is Sisyphean then to explain the whole of Greek mythology and expressions like hell and purgatory have their emotional base if not any solid ground in reality. 

Most of us today in fact could use a Greek mythology metaphor and properly know that it IS a metaphor and a myth therefore a nice little children story to entertain.

But you say Burn in Hell and a million so-called intelligent self-righteous retarded beings actually believe that they are factual and real FFS so what is the fucking point?

My god has a bigger dick than your god is so puerile it should not even be discussed among adults.

To Kill a Mockingbird and Zola’s Germinal are pre social media stories but today’s hysteria is fuelled way too fast for anyone to follow anything and the dust never settles anymore so no one can see shit.  

The old illiterate hysteria has been replaced by a so-called literate well-informed hysteria when most of the information we receive at light speed is skewered biased alternate or just plain wrong disinformation cheap propaganda driven for the profit of someone somewhere.

Black is Black, White is White and 2 + 2 =4 

but beyond that all is uncertain  

and I am certain a few pugilistic brawlers will wanna take me on 2 + 2 =4 now.

Some people seem to need fables and lies to soften the harsh realities of life to children and then we go on being children all of our lives.  

The fact that it is all random number generation is all to frightening for most of us control freaks.  

We cannot admit there is no such thing as control, never was, never will be.

I wonder if a dying animal especially a prey dying of a ‘violent’ death realises it at the last moment? Control is an illusion a precious one but an illusion none the same.

This... This is what I'm talking about. This is what I mean when I'm talkin' about time, and death, and futility. All right, there are broader ideas at work, mainly what is owed between us as a society for our mutual illusions. Fourteen straight hours of staring at DB's, these are the things ya think of. You ever done that? You look in their eyes, even in a picture, doesn't matter if they're dead or alive, you can still read 'em. You know what you see? They welcomed it... Not at first, but... right there in the last instant. It's an unmistakable relief. See, cause they were afraid, and now they saw for the very first time how easy it was to just... let go. Yeah, they saw, in that last nanosecond, they saw... what they were. You, yourself, this whole big drama, it was never more than a jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will, and you could just let go. To finally know that you didn't have to hold on so tight. To realize that all your life - you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memories, all your pain - it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person. And like a lot of dreams, there's a monster at the end of it.
 ~ good ole reliable Detective Rust Cohle 

Monday, February 13, 2017

Huxleyan Entropy!~

Physicists Make the Case That Our Brains' Learning Is Controlled by Entropy

5 minutes on the internet and they’re right you have perfect entropy.

You go from one Science Alert link to another and there goes the merry go round.

I’ve got a gnawing feeling that Science Alert and a few others I forgot the names of have gone to the dark side anyway, appealing to this curse and damnation of our generation: the clickbait and disinformation.

Clickbait did not even go red in this word doc here lol.

Unfortunately it IS a word today.  

Anyway all this to say I had a short roller coaster ride on that crazy food and diet debate again: some people never learn.

I learned two new words today lol DASH and MIND.

DASH diet, which basically stands for Dietary Approaches to Stop Hypertension.
MIND diet, short for "Mediterranean-DASH Intervention for Neurodegenerative Delay".

And then a few clicks later I over and out fast enough.
First one sees Dr. Oz and one says
oh fuck I is outa here…quick.

Next thing of course is this other expert who may be right who may be wrong or just the lunatic you’re looking for and says of course BEWARE of the mind diet.

I is a doctor, I know more, I know better blah blah blah and you don’t even wait anymore to see if he’s got some shite to sell at the end of the article.

All this to say again that this Huxleyan world is entropic indeedo.

Somebody bring me some SOMA!

Saturday, February 4, 2017


I envy people with absolute conviction.
I think that's what religion fascinates me, because it's that conviction, in the face of doubt or even lack of proof.

I don’t.  An old friend answered once to what do you fear by irrational people.
Even though rationalisation is also a scary word yes I can relate to fear of irrational people.  

Imagine a mob of drooling hysterical blood shot eyed people out to get you, lynch you, hang you, stone you, all led by a conniving power hungry freak who preys on their ignorance and primal urges.

Watch or read Chocolat, Agora (the story of Hypatia), Germinal.

If you got to the point where you can tie your own blood get the knife out and kill him/her because some voice tells you to do so you are not human anymore and are to be feared especially by the son/daughter in question.  

This is NOT an act to be praised.

 “But for good people to do evil things, that takes religion.”

Even though I would question what Steven Weinberg called “good” still this aphorism applies. Of course he was a banner of atheism but he was also raised Jewish and that sets a whole sense of man-made morality deep in one’s soul.

On the other hand I must say that all this nihilism is utterly fucking depressing at times.  To wilfully prefer a sad reality to a happy illusion is just fucking hard.

I kind of love the theory of depressive realism myself.

Depressive realism is the hypothesis developed by Lauren Alloy and Lyn Yvonne Abramson[1] that depressed individuals make more realistic inferences than do non-depressed individuals. Although depressed individuals are thought to have a negative cognitive bias that results in recurrent, negative automatic thoughts, maladaptive behaviors, and dysfunctional world beliefs,[2][3][4] depressive realism argues not only that this negativity may reflect a more accurate appraisal of the world but also that non-depressed individuals' appraisals are positively biased.[1] This theory remains very controversial, as it brings into question the mechanism of change that cognitive behavioral therapy for depression purports to target.[5] While some of the evidence currently supports the plausibility of depressive realism, its effect may be restricted to a select few situations.

When participants were asked to press a button and rate the control they perceived they had over whether or not a light turned on, depressed individuals made more accurate ratings of control than non-depressed individuals

Which concurs with my theory so beautifully expressed by 

Robert Towne under the guise of

Dr. Claire Lewicki: Control is an illusion, you infantile egomaniac. Nobody knows what's gonna happen next: not on a freeway, not in an airplane, not inside our own bodies and certainly not on a racetrack with 40 other infantile egomaniacs.

I have been known to scream at the top of my head in a state of morbid inebriety:


  “All right," said Susan. "I'm not stupid. You're saying humans need... fantasies to make life bearable."


"Tooth fairies? Hogfathers? Little—"


"So we can believe the big ones?"


"They're not the same at all!"


"Yes, but people have got to believe that, or what's the point—"

 Terry Pratchett, Hogfather