LIFE & TIME

 LIFE & TIME & CREATIVITY.

Listening to Bernard Adamus last album and thinking 

ça laisse à désirer
it leaves something to be desired

but then again creativity is HARD I mean the man kind of took a break and got sober and good on him but creativity is hard for everybody

I mean all of them Alanis Morrissette, James Blunt, Ani DiFDranco, even the greatest most prolific of all: VAN the Man.

This is why I admire J.D. Salinger; said what he had to say and fucked off, disappeared from the planet instead of being bled to death by so many producers, publishers and other sharks of the business.

As I am listening to Adamus he is growing on me again lol

mind you his lyrics are just as good his music has changed a little, prolly a a much needed renewal in his entourage as you do when you sober up.

But yeah all of them, John Irving and Pink Floyd and all artists.

You can't bat 1,000 every fucking time.

There is just so much a brain can come up with the rest is sad milking and stretching and abusing.

Anyway CREATIVITY is almost an obsolete word these days even though I kind of abhor the word and its religious connotations and in ex nihilis business

I rather stand with LAVOISIER on the subject

Dans la nature rien ne se crée, rien ne se perd, tout change. In nature nothing is created, nothing is lost, everything changes.

I mean there are so many who called themselves creators these days and are a fucking joke

CONTENT CREATOR
INFLUENCER
LOSER

Anyway this blog like me is slowly dying it seems

many thoughts get lost in the oblivion cosmos,

Some of them had to do with TIME and LIFE 
LIFE being TEMPORARY

and TIME well basically non-existing AFAIAC when one is dead

Dates and anniversaries marked the passing on time

but TIME ITSELF keeps PASSING 

until it passes no more or it doesn't matter much when you're a pile of ashes

And LIFE well is LIFE for you for me for the ant for the elephant

until it is not life anymore but death

not order anymore but chaos

What I feel today What I see today What I hear today
What I write and think today 

Will all be gone tomorrow

This blog for a change is written directly on the blog site

all unedited as always of course
my usual flow of consciousness of lack of thereof

I am not a writer or an artist or a musician but the thing is that for anyone bipolar manic or not the tank has to die at one point the gas runs out.

INSPIRATION is such a funny word as it contains the word SPIRIT in it,

which is nothing as I said so many times then AIR, AIR, AIR, AIR, 

Hot Air, Cold Air but Air,

No Air = No Life

Something you say also when you meditate 
INSPIRE, EXPIRE
INSPIRE, EXPIRE

INSPIRE... EXPIRE

and then ONE LAST TIME

EXPIRE 

Goodbye Time! Goodbye Life!